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I know I haven't posted in a while. Sorries!

Excuse the errors and typoes. I am operating on about 4 hours of sleep in the last 27 hours. x_x

I went to a local anime convention, got a table with a good friend of mine and we sold art to anime geeks. I didn't make nearly as much of a profit as her but I still pulled off a profit. It was really nice. The most popular pieces of art was a sort of bladed armored snake thing (I actually ran out of prints it was so popular!), a wolf/vine mix on a tree and some render work I did with Apop.

Unfortunately most of my art was too weird and not cute enough to really appeal to the high school age anime kids that populated this convention.

Well the except the wolf/vine thing. The young girl that bought it was so adorable about it. She just pulled out the cost money and looked at me with one of those, "plzcanhaz?" looks. I said, "what would you like, honey?"

And she just pointed at the wolf/vine piece and made the look again. I couldn't help but smile because she was so freaking adorable and shy about it. So she paid me and I gave her a print of it. And then she held it to her chest, squeed and said, "ohmygod it's so pretty!" and ran off! Most adorable moment of the entire convention!

Rune (who was an absolute darling and waited in line with me. <3 my sister) also managed to get all the boys in a tizzy over me by basically pressing me against a wall all sexy like. Not just once, but twice. So it was amusing to watch the nerdy boys falling over themselves to peer at us as she fake flirted with me for amusement.  It did backfire though as the creepy boys paid a lot more attention to me than I'm comfortable with though. Or maybe I'm just hot or something. I've got no clue anymore.

I also got to chat up a really cute Asian-American girl who was selling nintendo related knit plushies. I wish she had them ready enough to sell (she only had the samples up for decoration) because she had a little knit plushie Navi and I wanted it sooooo badly!

Those were my high points. There were low points too.

I saw someone who looked exactly like my abusive ex in the line for registration and over the course of the day several times. And when I say exactly, I mean exactly. Same hair. Same teeth structure. Same facial shape. Same voice. Same eyebrows. Same height even. The only differences being that she had a little more meat on her bones than my ex (enough to make her simply look healthier not fat) and had red dyed hair.

The simularities were so close that for a few seconds I had the terrifying thought that my ex had actually come to my city and was coming after me somehow. I almost went into a panic attack in the line but Rune and Mercy were there and I managed to hold myself together until the lookalike was out of view. Mostly because Rune told me in no uncertain terms that she would protect me lethally if my ex ever came after me. It sucks how helpless I feel in that situation, and I hate the idea of even needing protection, but the thought of my ex just puts me into frozen panic still. I'm getting better but it takes time.

We also had to wait in line for two fucking hours. And I still didn't sell nearly as much as Mercy did. It was... unpleasant... to sell so little when she sold ten billion things. Discouraging was probably a better word. I really don't know if I want to sell at that con in the future because of how discouraging it was. And I know that she was doing her best to encourage me, but I felt like shit about people just glancing at one page of my art book and moving on. It wasn't the right market for my art style, I knew this beforehand. But it still sucks.

And there was a fucking bee in the car on the way back! I admit to crying, freaking out and generally making a fool of myself. To the point of actually ducking and rolling out of the car when Mercy's boyfriend came to a stop. >.< Yeah, I know, I'm sad.

We did go out to get steak at Ruby Tuesday's afterwards though, which was nice. And I'll get to curl up in my bed with Lee tonight so overall it's not a terrible day.  The steak was so tasty and the dessert was too. ^^


Mar. 5th, 2009 01:06 am
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I don't normally talk about video games on here. Not for any particular reason, it just never occurred to me to do so.

But Portal. OMFG Portal. I was actually giggling and gasping and reacting. The game was one of the first few to entertain, creep out, amuse and challenge me all at the same time. It just blew me away. And this is even with all the hype which you would think would have killed it for me. I had read all the reviews, heard my friends gush about it before I could play it.

I bought it relatively early on but I couldn't play it on my computer. I had to use my partner's compy instead. Even so the wait was worth it. The game was amazing. I loved every moment of it. The homicidal and crazy computer, the telltale bloody writing in the gun gauntlets, the exceptional dark humor of it all, the genuinely challenging and interesting.

There was one puzzle where I wasn't sure if I was going to make it across and actually started gasping and basically freaking out when I made it. To the point that one of my housemates called down to "get a room" essentially because it apparently sounded like naughty sounds o_O

I was giddy and Lee got such a giant kick out of it too. When I beat the game (and the final part was genuinely challenging and scary with timers) I was so happy that I didn't even mind that my leg had gone numb from poor circulation and being crossed for too long.

Oh wow I just loved the game. And there were totally lesbian undertones in there. GLaDOS wanted Chell, in her crazy way. AND THE PHYSICS. OMFG THE PHYSICS. Sometimes I just fired two portals over each other and jumped through them to fall forever. Or fired portals in interesting places to make things fly through them or jump up and down using gravity for kicks. Oh wow it was just so much damn fun.

The game was brilliant and I don't normally say that.

No seriously, I'm a whiny complainer. I always find something to bitch about in a game. Sometime that yanks me out of the environment or annoys me. Portal did not do this. Not once. I was sucked in so much that I couldn't stop playing for food until Lee dragged me off the computer.

And the ending song and credits. Oh wow. Oh my. Hehehehee, I loved that game.

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My dreams just keep getting weirder and weirder.

Over the course of the dream I was living in this giant house with an array of strange characters.

A secret agent man who had definitely lost his mind, speaking in gibberish but maintaining that James Bond flair to his manner and his voice (I found him hilariously tragic in dream state o_O). He proceeded to chase down Evil Men with Heart Conditions (EMHC? It is apparently an evil corporation dedicated to destroying the world before stress and poor cardiac health destroys them)

The EMHC man he chased down attempted to fire bullets out of a pen at him and promptly keeled over from a heart attack. He (the gibberish agent) may have had a volkswagon beetle version of Nightrider to chase the EMHCers in too. Must have been embarrassing for poor Nightrider. o_O Yes it was black and yes it had the red computer sweepy thingie. I believe its voice was more high pitched and annoying. o_O

An accident prone young lady with the strangest hat. I believe it changed shape and size as the dream progressed. She possibly may have leant her hat to a terminator unit. Yes. A terminator unit. From the Terminator Movies. No human skin either. Just robot skeleton. He? She? Ze? They? was thrilled to have a wonderful hat. I believe there was robotic dancing. Creepy robotic dancing... o_O

And the best characters of all.

A bunch of friendly and old fashioned little old ladies.

Who rode... multicolored... goats (or sheep, or yaks, it seemed to fluctuate o_O)

When I say multicolored, I mean bright almost prismatic, ridiculously fingerpaint esk colors. Usually blendings of colors close to each other on the color wheel, with one or two complimentary ones thrown in. I can't even remember the exact colors but they may have shifted to. The goats tends to run over the poor accident prone girl with the shifting hat. I always felt dreadfully sorry for her.

The little old ladies were the nicest people though. They were always giving people candy and complimenting me on my maid's outfit.

...yes. I was wearing a maid's outfit. French I believe. Frills and head thingie and everything. People kept asking me where my feather duster was. I sometimes had a broom. I almost want to say that people were calling me Alice, but that would just be absolutely fucking weird, so I won't say that. Even though it may have happened.

My brain is the strangest place I have ever visited. Well no, okay, maybe Lee's brain. >.>

One final O_o for the road:


dieselsandwich: A picture of me with purple hair (awesome)

Seriously. Especially the Pi one. These shirts are made of delicious win and I want want want them both. Even though I should be getting more pants. And I'm still unemployed.

But I want them!


*plans to buy anyways*
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I made my journal epic sexy and changed the whole color scheme and everything. I am very pleased. ^^

I also made a bunch of posts public. I guess maybe I'm coming out of my shell a little. <3
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This journal used to be super private and all colored black because I hated people.

But now it's pretty and quirky and interesting because... well I still hate people... but I'm happier now so that's less important? I dunno, I was going somewhere with this.

Crap lost it. x_x

Well enjoy my devirginizing post. You freaking perverts. >.>


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